CD 20 - ~9DPO - total breakdown...

Hi all!

So, I'm feeling pretty good right now, but boy, if you could have heard me this morning! As I mentioned last night, I was feeling a bit hormonal and was having trouble communicating because the words just wouldn't come off my tongue. Well, this AM, it kicked into full gear.

So I ended up at the Venice beach pier where I paid $7 to park. I was supposed to meet my family at the Pier at 11am and it was about 11:1oam. So I called (hoping they were running a tiny bit late so I could go get a coffee bean ice blended), and they had just barely left and had totally changed the plans and were now going out to breakfast in another area first. WHAT??? I had just driven there...alone...paid $7 to park...and now they weren't going to show up for at least 3 hours. I had a fit. I started bawling. I totally let my brother have it. So, I guess because it's family I took it a bit too personally, but couldn't get over it. They invited me to come to breakfast, but I declined because I KNEW I was NOT good company at that moment. I went home, DH was getting read for his choral rehearsal (which is why he wasn't with me). Told him the story, started bawling again. He just gave me a hug. It solved everything in the world. He didn't say much, but that little bit of love was just what I needed.

It all worked out in the end, my family came to pick me up at about 2pm, and we went to Venice beach. It was good fun - we flew kites, buried my little brother and sister in the sand, walked to see all the street performers. DH then met us for dinner and it turned out to be a LOVELY day. With hindsight, I know it was the hormones that were turning me into a blubbering idiot. I think I'm still feeling a bit "weepy," but now that I know it's the hormones, I can understand it better. I guess this may be still a bit of the clomid stuff going on because I'm not usually like this until the end of my cycle.

I go in for my progesterone blood test tomorrow, so I'll keep everyone posted once I hear. Thanks for reading tonight...it really helps to get this off my chest and kind of look at it from an outsider's point of view. Love to everyone.

xoxo Yo!