Still Checking...

Hi Everyone!

Okay, so I didn't POAS today or take my temps. I'm proud of that. But, I did feel a bit uneasy all day. I wasn't really nauseous at all today, but my bbs do hurt a lot more these last few days. I'm still a bit tired, oh, and AF hasn't shown up...so I guess I'm still PG without knowing from my temps or POAS.

BUT, I still check for AF signs EVERY time I go to the bathroom. I worry when I cough hard that I'm going to upset the delicate growth that is hiding in my uterus. I sometimes feel like I'm having some AF discharge...then check, and nothing. Okay, I'm a little bit crazy.

I remember feeling this way with my first pregnancy, and after a while, the uneasy feeling went away and I stopped being paranoid looking for AF. I hope it goes away with this pregnancy soon too...maybe if the first u/s goes well. So strange for something to be going on in your body that you have NO control over. A prayer and good healthy habits is all I can do.

2 weeks until I take my comprehensive exams. DH has told me I'm NOT allowed to stress out about it, so I'm taking his advice seriously. I am studying, but I know that keeping my stress level down now is really important.

Thanks to everyone for thought and prayers - my little bean is still holding on.

xoxo Yo!