CD 21 ~10DPO - still a little hormonal

Hi everyone!

Well, I think the hormones are being controlled a bit better, now I just feel a bit weepy. Actually, it's nice that I have school/internships because then I don't wallow in my own hormonal thoughts! I think that makes things TONS better. When I'm hormonal, I tend to think too much and can really work myself up. Not good! ;-)

Went in for my CD 21 blood test to check progesterone. I'll call the doc on Wednesday to find out what the results were. I did test and BFN yesterday and today. I'm a bit embarrassed to admit to testing so early...but there you have it. I did it. 9 and 10 DPO - what did I expect? I wasn't surprised at all with the result and it didn't affect my mood at all, so that's good.

One good thing is that my CM has been amazing for the 2nd half of my cycle. It's been more plentiful than ever before, so maybe that means my progesterone level is better. (I read somewhere that progesterone affects that, but I don't know for sure.) All I know is that this cycle is a bit different than previous ones, so I'm hoping it means my body is normalizing. Several people have said that BFPs tend to come on the 2nd cycle of clomid--not that I'm completely giving up this cycle--but keeping that knowledge in my back pocket to hope for the future if this cycle doesn't end up with my miracle.

I must say thanks to everyone who is wishing me well - it helps so much to know that you have support. No matter what happens, the journey IS the reward. You learn to appreciate the little things by learning to love your life. I truly love my life and all the wonderful opportunities I have been blessed with.

xoxo Yo!