Another ride on the roller coaster!

Sean Patrick - born 12/28/08

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Thursday, April 17, 2008

Old Habits Die Hard

Hi Everyone!

Well, I did temp this morning and it's still up, so that's good. But, I didn't really "feel" pg today at all except for a short time during lunch when I waited to long to eat. I've noticed my hands get shaky if I don't have a snack between breakfast and lunch. Then I worked in our PT Student clinic. I was still feeling pretty "normal," so I decided when I got home I would POAS to make sure. Well, it was kind of interesting! A line came up instantly and in my mind, I just figured it was the control line. Then I looked at it further and realized it was the test line! After the 10 minutes passed, the line was DEFINITELY much, much darker than the original line. Here it is:

The other thing I did notice today, is that my weepiness came back. I was watching Desperate Housewives and almost started crying during it. I also started crying on my walk with Mary tonight. And, I got tears in my eyes when I read Holly's post about how great the ladies we have on our board are. It really is an amazing group that is so supportive of one another and she summed it up eloquantly. Thank Holly - right back at you. I completely agree.

As I mentioned above, I had a nice long walk with Mary tonight, which is always good for my soul. She has her u/s tomorrow and I'm wishing her the best of luck with it. I hope she and her DH get to see a nice beating heart! She is really helping me stay positive right now. I can't thank her enough - and she being newly pregnant too - I feel so lucky.

Okay, to my BBC girls: Prayers out to Dawn - hope she find some good news out about her beta numbers - that she's PG with a sticky little bean!!! Prayers to Jen and the other girls on the BBC board - I so hope they all get their BFPs soon! Boy, if that happens, I'm going to start calling this the Miracle board. And, lastly, prayers out to Monty, who needs them the most to rid her body of this cancer. She is a courageous woman and I hope this chapter in her life ends very soon. Thanks God for listening. We know you're up there watching over us.

Okay, I'm exhausted now (9:30pm) and MUST go to bed. Tomorrow will be an excellent and productive study day! (Yes, trying to convince myself!)

Love to everyone! xoxo Yo!

2 comments:

Kate said...

Don't worry...we won't hold it against you. It's nice to have that reassurance. That stinks about all the drama with your doctor's office. I hope they can figure out some way to get you in sooner than May.

M said...

Holy dark line batman! I didn't think the test line could get darker than the control line!

Thanks for the prayers! Obviously they are WORKING! Thank you God!

Please let us know how Mary's u/s went! I'm praying for her!